Can’t thank God enough!

It was Shi Chian’s bday yesterday, one of the best nites we had in our household. We got some good friends over to celebrate it with her. Dim lights, candle light dinner with jazz music. Great atmosphere! But..that’s not the highlight of my post today… Here goes..

I can’t thank God enough for what He has done in my life. As you can read in my last post, i resigned from my last job. Most people thought i was crazy that i resigned in the middle of a global economic crisis. Thinking back, i have no regrets at all, although what people say may not be what you want to hear. Many people said ‘Get another job first before you quit this one’. I did seek wise counsel and tried not to make an emotional decision. After resigning, i started applying for jobs again. Every step i took was a step of faith. I applied for some  jobs.. During that time of heaps of prayer i felt that God wanted me to go into the education area. I decided to enrol myself into uni again to further my skills in this area. After getting accepted into uni, I was in dilemma, work full time or go back to uni. I’m not young anymore u know! God has the best plan for me and as time went by, everything just became clearer and clearer.  After much prayer, i decided to take the offer to go back to uni, since it’s only a 1 year anyway. Really excited to go back to uni in July. But the more beautiful thing is…3 weeks after resigning from my telemarketing job i got offered a job at a school - before and hours school care. I was amazed. The interview asked me if i had any questions at the end of the interview. And i said when will i expect to know whether i get the job or not. She said i can get back to u either this afternoon of by Monday depending on when i can get hold of your referees. In my heart i was thinking so i was the only one called in for an interview?? It’s like a global economic crisis, heaps of people would have applied for the job. God specifically chose me and personally i don’t think i was anywhere near fitting into the criteria of the job.. i don’t have much experience working with children and i don’t have any qualifications in this area either.. Don’t u think God is just plain amazing? He already planned everything for me. I got offered a part time job even before i start studying education!! I believe it’s gonna be a fulfilling and rewarding year ahead..actually doing sumthing that i like to do! So who says God cannot provide jobs during a global economic crisis. With God, there is no crisis!Look beyond what you can see. It takes faith – with action and prayer. With God, nothing is impossible!=)

Resignation

I FINALLY resigned from my telemarketing job after being there for exactly 6 months!! Many of you reading this might be thinking.. Wat?? u quit your job in the middle of a global recession? U must be crazy!! The thing is…u do not understand my situation.. If i don’t quit i won’t be able to move on. Tat’s simply becoz i have no time to apply for other jobs, i can’t pick up phone calls during work time which means i can’t attend interviews. And this means i can’t get a better job. I will be stuck thee forever..Anyways, i have learnt much from working here. This job have open my eyes to so much more of the real world..accepting people for who they are eg lesbians, gays, transexuals. backstabbers in the workplace, a place where God can mould my character, having the fruits of the Holy Spirit even when people abuse you. heaps of patience and make myself feel better when ppl reject me..The last 6 months have probably been the toughest time of my life..it was even worst than national service, even worst than the time i was sick and had to be in hospital. All i can say is that God put me through this so that i can be prepared for what lies ahead in the future. If i can do telemarketing for 6 months, i can do any job in the world!hehe.. It’s time for me to move on to the next job. If you are reading this, please pray for me to find a new job! It is a huge step of faith i am taking here..I’m sure God will bless me with a better job! Otherwise, there’s always uni to fall back on hahah! Thanks to those who have been here for me for the past 6 months! Really appreciated it..=) And thanks to all who came to celebrate my resignation! ehehhe..Love u all Joseph 3 lifegroup!

Twenty two

Every year on my birthday i look back on all the things i have done. And since i took half the day off  and am sick in bed i thought i might do some blogging since i haven’t done it in ages. Thinking back this year, there were many ups and downs in my life. I have achieved much with God’s hand upon me. I have obtained my bachelor’s degree, successfully attended my national service, got a car and a house to live in, got myself a job despite the recession. God have grown me so much.  Being 22 today i feel like i have grown up heaps! This year was definately memorable and fruitful. Publicly, i would like to thank my family for being there for me throughout! I don’t think i could ever have a better set of parents! Yes, the FUNGS rock and i’m proud to be in the FUNG family! I also wanna thank people from Daniel 1 who have been with me this whole year! And lastly, i wanna thank God for seeing me through this whole year and I believe He will continue to see me through the coming years for he is forever faithful! All glory to God!

Hotness..

Ray’s sharing last night really inspired me. I’m waiting to hear more from him at the subdistrict advance! I can’t wait no longer! He shared about being a lukewarm Christian. As i look at myself and reflect today, i don’t think i was anywhere near the hottest (spiritually) Christian on earth. I really felt the warning from God today. Revelations 3:16 says ‘So, because you are lukewarm-neither hot nor cold-I am about to spit you out of my mouth’. I always say i trust God when things don’t come my way. Seems like it’s easier said than done. I have a huge prayer list i want answered, and i have a huge to-do list to do after my last exam. There’s so many things in mind..i don’t even know where to start. My head so messy and unorganised.. What i need is the help of God. For God’s hand to be upon me in all situations i go through. Despite all the things i need to do, to put God first above all else. I believe that when i focus on God, everything will fall into the right place. If you’re reading this..please pray with me.. Last exam next tuesday, getting my Australian drivers licence, moving house or not?, CCM event, organising of subdistrict advance, getting a job..seeking for God’s direction.. there are more but they are a bit more personal, so i won’t declare it to the public..heheh!! Despite all issues, i want to be HOT for God..that leaves me with Ray’s lil quote from last night…I have issues but I’m HOT!=)

Trusting God…

Wow, it’s been ages since i last blogged. Many have asked me to continue..since i have the time today, i shall blog!=) UPdates with me..

1) Graduating very soon!I’m sprinting towards the finishing line..one more exam..hopefully all i pass all my units lah..don’t wanna say so loud first..exam results not out yet=P

2) Recently, God added another sheep under my care..I’m learning to lay down my life for His flock. Many times i feel that i am not capable to take care of 3 sheep. There are times when i am tired of ministry, and this song really encourages me. It’s Thank You by Ray Boltz.

3) Seeking for God’s vision for my life. Lately, God laid a burden in my heart.. I was on the bus when there this child sitting in his pram facing me. My heart cries for this child. He’s sick, he’s got some kind of disease. Tears came rolling down my cheeks..I have a passion for disabled kids/orphans..These kids really need You.. they just look so pure and innocent, but so helpless..my heart cries..

God has been doing many wonderful things in my life! The thing is..am i willing to trust God in all circumstances? esepcially when things don’t go my way.. I was just reminded by mum again about going to national service. Man, just the thoughts of going to national service is painful. I sorta put it on the shelf since i was 17.

I was like..yeah, i got selected but i have many more important things in front of me. Finishing high school, goin to uni and actually graduating from uni. Guess what, time passed so fast! I could still remember the day i was still using dial-up Internet at home, logging in to the PKLN website, hoping that i didn’t get chosen. But guess what, God has a better plan.

Lately, I’ve just been seeking God and for His direction about NS. I have 3 options. To go to NS at the end of this month or in Dec, give corruption (not advisable but i did think about it), escape from it completely(and supposedly go to jail). Out of the three, personally i think the best choice is to go to NS at the end of this month.. But i would have to ask for 2 weeks exemption becoz my exams finish on the 24th, and NS starts on the 14th. And after that, i can focus on getting a job and moving on with life. If i don’t go..then this NS thing will always be at the back of my head..

About giving corruption..hm..i think i’m quite blessed to live in a comfortable family. I think dad can pay it off. However, i want to honor God and believe this is not the right way. Malaysian government is really in need of money now..they will definately let me go if dad pays..but..no!!

To escape from it..they can’t track me down rite..i’m in Aust! But we should obey the authority that God has put over us. Malaysian Government is GOd’s anointed and God’s chosen people..to be leaders in Malaysia. i will obey…even though it’s hard..Obedience is better than sacrifice..

I really don’t want to go.. But i believe GOd has a plan and a purpose for me to go to NS. Of all the people who were born in 1986, 20% were chosen and i am one of them. I believe the Government did not randomly pick me, but this is truly God’s plan that i go.

On the positive side, I can reach out to the students, i can even suggest them to come to QUT(university for the real world), esp those in dilemma, not knowing what to do after NS..and bring them to Christ! woohoo..! I’m sure Daniel 1 awaits them..=) On the other hand, i have so many doubts..Many have drowned, many have died, many were injured, some were raped in NS. Many thoughts came, what if i die? I haven’t fulfil what God has want me to do on this earth yet! What will happen to my 3 abandoned sheep in Brisbane? What about sub-district advance, CCM, discussion group etc etc. Do i have to move out? What about my graduation ceremony that i have been waiting for so long? There’s so much i have to let go..and so many worries.

As i prayed and seeked God during my quiet time.. I believe God is in control of everything. He created the heavens and the earth. What is too difficult for Him? God said..’Don’t you believe that i will take care of everything? Matt 6:34 says ‘Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry itself.’ Praise the Lord..He is in control.

Mum just sent in the letter to see if i could go to NS at the end of this month..with 2 weeks exemption..Pls pray with me..that God will open the way if He wants me to go this time..If all goes well, I will go…willingly, that is=) Just wanna encourage all of you..when things don’t go your way..trust God..!

 

 

 

 

Random dream

My brother is home now! Yay..he flew back from UK.. can u believe it? We have been apart for almost 8 years already! He’s very tired..he’s sweetly sleeping now..jet lag…i decided to have a nap also before meeting Wong and Ben at Coffee Bean.

I had a dream..in the dream i was on the way to meet Wong and Ben.. it was so weird.. My friends from Townsville dropped me at this train station in Brisbane..I only remember Ah tim in the dream coz i was sitting beside me…anyways, they dropped me opposite Unilodge.. In the dream the train station was situated opposite unilodge.. so i walked pass there..and then Gin was there..so i went to congratulate him becoz before i went to have a nap..i was chatting with myrna on MSN..and she told me Gin won the competition.. this designing the cover of a laptop lah.. so i congratulated him lah..and i ask him..so what u win? actually in real life he already told me what he will win la..which is cash and a laptop..but in the dream he told me he won an aquarium of fish! ahahaha so random man.. and then he asked me..here got sell cheap ice cream or not? i was like har..i don’t know lar.. after that i went to find Ben and Wong lah.. but the place was like..corner of george street and margaret street.. then guess who i saw..Wong and Koo Simpson! So i was like.. where’s ben? they said coming..but simpson apparently goes to charis church and just came back from a church camp..ahha..! The last time i saw simpson was probbaly when i was 16…how i come i dream about him..so weird!

WHen i woke up..i was thinking..how come Gin ask me where got cheap ice-cream.. then i remembered…Gin owes me ice-cream! ahahah..and he wanted to treat me in the dream.. but it was only a dream..so..next year lar! haha..and i still have no idea how he can win an aquarium of fish for designing a laptop cover thingy! This dream is so random…

After that i drive to coffee bean to meet them lar..and told them my dream..ahahah! Luckily i didn’t see Simpson there..otherwise i would have fainted!=)

Singapore trip

Singapore singapore… Stayed there for 2 nites on the way back to KK.. It was an incredible experience! Only because i had the best tour guides in the world, Paul and Andrew.. i cannot ask for more!

Friday nite, I walked out and Paul wan already there waiting for me.. Went to check in at the little Inn mum booked, and as i walk into the room, the aroma of damp stale dono what… the room needs to be aired out! Haha..anyways, i left the air cond on and then went to Lap pak sak (old market) to eat stingray, otak-otak (finally know what this is..a lot of ppl say i’m not malaysian coz i never eat before), chicken wings..all the mamak food lar…so spicy but it was great! Then we walked along Singapore river.. he showed me all the posh places in Singapore.. etc etc.. talked and shared about our lives too!

Next day we went to meet Andrew in Orchard Road.. Went to Sentosa Island..we got in for free..coz Andrew’s a member! Walked along the beautiful beach..hanging bridge, and we walked up this sorta tree house thingy..ahah..dono how to explain..had the best view..and the best wind..coz singapore is boiling hot!heheh..like blowing hot air..and it’s so humid! Then we picked up Seya from this MRT station and went to eat chicken rice..and then we went to Andrew’s house. He’s got a beautiful house.. andrew made ‘kit chai ping’ but in singapore it’s called lime honey drink or sumthin rather..refreshing! I had a nap hahah, while seya, andrew and paul were talking around me.. Best bed – so comfy! Better than the one in the Inn i was staying in! ahha..We had prata for dinner/supper and then Andrew brought me to some place..which i shall not mention here! ahha.. He was doing me a big favour.. coz he didn’t wanna go there coz of various reasons…then he dropped me home..

Sunday…day i was flying off!!Paul came early in the morning..and we went to eat porridge.. After breakfast..Paul asked me ‘U wanna eat pau or not?this shop very famous’ i forgot the name of the shop..haha.. And i say ‘don wan lar, so full’. He gave me this ’sien’ look..ahaha..then i was like..’really that famous..?’ then he say ‘yalar..got newspaper cutting..’..then i say ‘ok lar..ahah.. ’ it was so funny..he say i will only eat famous food..ahha! Anyways, that’s my stay in Singapore..=) Would love to go again.. I was pondering.. I don’t mind going there for holidays..but i don’t think i can live there long term,..everything’s very competitive..i still prefer laid-back Brisbane! But Singapore is good for holidays..u can get everything u want..

 Some pics taken in Singapura..click below..

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5 random facts about me

1) I have attended 10 schools+universities in my entire life. Does’s that sound freaky? Haha..Peter Pan (Childcare), St. Marks, Yuk Yu Kindergarten (Kindergarten), St. James, Lok Yuk (C), St. Agnes (Primary), All Saints, SCOTS PGC College (Secondary), James Cook University, Queensland University of Technology (Tertiary). Wow, i reckon if i were to be in the world’s guinness book of records, it would be because i attended the most schools. Haha.

2) I had a car accident the next day after i got my drivers licence and another accident 2 days after my first accident. That was totally insane. The first accident, i reversed and the wheels were not straight. So i hit my daddy’s car.. praise God it was dad’s car though, otherwise i would have to pay for damages! 2 days later, this Ford ranger hit me, and i was driving a proton iswara!The bumper ‘kemek’ and the other car was like..no feel. Lol. I was kinda shocked lah…the lady came out scold me some more! waulau.. i was so scared i just looked at her..almost cried…

 3) I was one of the tambourine dancers in church back home. We were called the Miriam dancers! Btw, playing the tambourine is not as easy as what you think. We have a book that teaches us the patterns. And for your information, every tap of the tambourine has a meaning=)

4) I once fell into the drain at the front of my house. The drain is deep ok!! I don’t know how i fell in.. I remember we were going out for this family dinner so i just waited for my parents outside since they were taking a while to get ready. I went to the garden..and then somehow i was standing at the edge..and i fell into the drain!! I called for help..but no one could hear me. I shout and shout..’Mummy!’ She heard me and came to see me. However, she couldn’t get me out of the drain she is not strong enough, or maybe i was too heavy for her. ahah. Then there’s this Malay guy walking pass, and he carried me out.. praise God! I have forgotten who he is, but i’m glad that he made that impact in my life. I will never forget this man who have once rescued me!

5) I had a fish bone stuck in my throat 2 nites in a row! The first nite, we were having dinner at home..and kakak cooked fried fish. Somehow my tongue could not detect the bone and it was stuck in my throat! So uncomfortable u know..dad took me to the clinic and they managed to get it out..the doctor used tweezers. The second nite, we went out to eat in a nice restaurant (Supertanker – my favourite restaurant in KK) with all the FUNG relatives! Wow, so proud to be part of the Fung family. Hehe. I had fish again..and dad was like..becareful! I did..but don’t know why…the fishbone stuck in my throat again! So silly lah me..so we went to the same doctor..ahaha he was like…again?! Lol. But this time, they couldn’t get it out, had to go to emergency hospital. Before going there, we went to the next door ‘kopitiam’ to have some rice and water..hoping that the bone will go down lar..but it didn’t happen.  So dad said a short prayer..and after we said ‘Amen’, it’s gone! i was like..ehhh the fish bone is not there anymore! Praise God, miracles do happen! So we ended up going home..ehhe..but today, i still have that phobia of eating fish … need a breakthrough in this area..

I would like to tag some people… Jimmie, Tommy, Paul and whoever that is reading this!

Forgiveness

When i was 13, i was voted by the class to be class monitor. There’s this teacher that everyone hates, she was known as fierce, fat and she wears a mini skirt to school. No one liked her, including me. She has to walk pass my class to get to her office.

One day she walked pass my class and shouted “Where is the class monitor?! The bin is full”. I was already shaking, knowing that i will be in trouble. Unfortunately, the guy class monitor dind’t come to school that day so i got all the scoldings from her. She told me to go with her into the office. I came out in tears, the tone of her voice is indescribable. I hated her since then. This experience was something i will never forget. This affected me a lot because I have always been very sheltered since young. My parents would come to the rescue whenever any problems arise. Believe it or not, i have never been smacked by my parents before. Call me spoilt?

This morning, i got an sms from my friend from Malaysia. Saying that she passed away. As i was preparing for discussions, one of the points was about forgivenes. I really started to ponder about whether i have forgiven her. It’s been so long, 7 years ago. I don’t really think about her, i don’t really hold any grudges, coz i know i won’t see her ever again. Now that i’m in Australia, chances of seeing her is like super low. Even when i heard that she passed away, i don’t even have any feelings at all.. It’s like..’Oh she passed away kinda thing’  Am i heartless?

Challenging times

I had a test early this morning. It went ok. After my test, i went to the library to use the computers. I read an email from one of the members in lifegroup. My heart sank. The devil loves to attack us when we are weak. I was having mixed feelings, sorta upset and questioning myself many many things. Later on, i couldn’t take it anymore, i decided to spend time seeking God. I sat on the grass at the Botanical Gardens – best place at QUT! I needed time alone with God, just Him and me. I just cried out to Him, believing that when he puts me through situations, He will see me through. I sang the song ‘Still’ and God spoke. I couldn’t stop crying. God is my comforter. It’s been a while now, challenges after challenges. At times i really wonder if this will ever end. But i believe I will grow stronger each time i have passed the tests and challenges God has put before me! I tried to put on a smile at lunch today even though i was quite hurt inside! Hope it worked! Praise God in all circumstances!  

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